it's a long road

Well, it's now Monday, and I'm still fighting with the pneumonia bug. I am feeling pretty good, but then I do stuff and I start hacking and feel like my strength is gone again. I just want to be better. This is going on week 3 of feeling like crap. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever be back to my old self. I'm feeling real sorry for myself, I'm also feeling like if it were only warmer outside, maybe I'd get better quicker. :( maybe next post will be more uplifting. I'll try.